segunda-feira, 7 de julho de 2008

Samael and Lilith


What have I done to deserve this? All this pain and agony that I fell is because of you and only you. I stay awake all night, thinking on what have I done wrong, I can only think about you my love. Lilith, I love you from the day I saw you, it was love at first sight. Your long and beautiful dark hair, your big black eyes, your pale face and your beautiful red lips. I can't think on anything beside you, every time I close my eyes I see you and every time that I fall asleep I see you. I can't live without you Lilith, join me and together we'll destroy your maker.

Are we alone?


Será que estamos sozinhos neste universo?
Neste imenso conjunto de planetas, constelações, estrelas, universos?
Será que foi mesmo DEUS que criou tudo aquilo que conhecemos hoje em dia?
Será que DEUS existe mesmo? E se existe então o DIABO também existe.
Será que existe vida para além da morte?
E os espíritos, fantasmas, será que realmente existem?
Para todas estas perguntas, existem pessoas que dizem que sim e outras que dizem não.
Eu, a única coisa que eu sei é que apenas acredito naquilo que os meus olhos conseguem ver; mas há uma coisa que eu posso confirmar, eu não acredito em bruxas mas que elas existem disso eu não duvido.

domingo, 6 de julho de 2008

Loneliness

Lying there Awake

Wishing you could turn back the hands of time

Back to where you could relive a day that went wrong

Wishing things you said

You could take back

You hear someone say

I hate you!

Leave me alone!

Stop talking to me!

I dont care

Wishing you could go somewhere

Theres someplace you can go to be along

Alone

Loneliness is my best friend

Loneliness loves me

Loneliness is always there for me

No one cares

No one believes in me

No one wants me

Loneliness is my lover

Loneliness is my favorite past time

In bed alone

Wishing someone could talk to me

Hope someone comes along

And takes me away

But loneliness is my protector

It wont let me go

Even if someone tries

It takes me further

No one tries

No one cares

No ones there

I yell and scream for help

No ones there

I cry and whimper

No ones there

Why do I even try?

When no ones there to help

For I wish to I could escape

From the hands of loneliness

Black

Your heart is black.
You don't let people in,
you don't want let people in,
in fact you may hate all humans. 
Your  heart is dead and you know what?! 
Either you or someone who was close to you killed it...and you don't give a shit either way

Our Mind

Deep in the recess of our minds,lays a time we often forget. 
We file it away, we harden and we pretend it never was.
When  was the first time you expirienced hurt?
You felt that pain that had you weeping openly? 
What hapen that made you close up, that made you push it
 down and hide it away, 
a memory never to be looked at again? 
Where you so young that you've spent most of your life 
hard and callous? Did you loose your innocence so long 
ago you don't see it in the world around you?

sábado, 5 de julho de 2008

The Strongest Weak Man

Once there was a man, that had no fear. No one could beat him because he was very strong.
That man once said to me: "In this world only the strong survive, and the weak will die".
Many years passed and the man began to get sick and weak. A few days passed on and I saw that
same man hanged from his bedroom window. I had no pity of him, because he became weak.
I took him down and start to heat him.
If you want to get strong you must feed on the weak....

Who am I?

Who am I? A person? An animal? A thing?
Does GOD realy made me or it is just something
that someone made up just to make me more confused?
Because if it was, it work great.
I'm more confused than ever. My wish is to vanish from
the face of the earth, to have a moment of peace, 
a moment that last all eternity.